They say being in silence is the key to realization of oneself
within; We say, we read and we are maybe!

But my confession is to sit and write this to free up my questioning self;
What sort of silence is that;

My mind can acquire the questioning in two different ways whilst I write;
And I let the God be questioning my questions with what I write here to lead me to the path of silence.

Although, the question comes to me as paradoxical;
I’m keeping my sanity intact;
to not let myself to be succumbed to the crisis of my own questions.

Thus, that courage of mine, lead me to these two:
Is it silencing the mind or is it the silence of the mind?

My unbearable nature of sensitivity does neither nor comprehend my own question;
So I contemplate; What is that silence;

Silencing the mind is a pitiful question of mine; where I put that in-lieu of finding no better terms in order to explain this question as a way of doing the silence. That is doing the doing. Or to say in more spiritually nuanced format: Witnessing the thoughts.

When we come to silence of the mind; that implies the true nature of the mind. Thus, what it takes for one to be in the true nature of the mind. There are two ways that I can do this; does it require a transition to go from anywhere to here; or is just here;

If it is from anywhere to here; there is causation and effect and that becomes the point of silencing the mind which is doing the doing to act as a co-existence to the silence of the mind.

And when we say; it is here, is it being here and now?, My question comes further down to what is that lead us to the path of being the here and now? Or can I question again to say that being requires a transition via causation and effect?

As always, the questions ponder over and go away, but to write these questions is to do justice to my own thinking, for it to not become a paradox of my life.